Taking a virgin...

More than two months have happened since I published something on this blog. During this time I have also had many stories related to my feelings, friends, and jobs and of course my little active sexual life. But I were lying if I say the last one have became interesting, especially during the last few weeks.

As I was so starving for a relationship and sex plus I got tired of using my vibrator too frequently, I decided to inscribe myself in two webpages to find a boyfriend. So far, I have got whatever kind of experiences – some good, some bad – but not a boyfriend.

To do not make this post too long let me tell you that last week while I was having a look at one of this page; I received a message by chat from a boy called Nick. After changing that kind of information nobody cares about (what do you do, working, studying, girlfriend, age, etc, etc) we arrange a meeting (which we never had) to go for a coffee.

After sms going and coming finally we meet this morning, and this is what happened...

He arrived at mine about 11.30 am, was wearing short and an orange t-shirt I will never forget, despite I knew he was 20 (11 years younger than me) I got shocked when I saw him because he looked even younger that he is. He was so cute, so kind and nothing hot.

We went upstairs where we started to have a very light chat. I couldn’t believe what I was seeing he was shaking like a little boy and was sweating a lot. When I asked him ‘what you want to do?’ He replied ‘I don’t know, this is my first time, I am still virgin!! Shit!! I screamed how that can happen to me; all I wanted was fun for a little while and now I got a virgin. - thanks God to be virgin he was very well gifted.

But also he was so sweet, after taking off his glasses and look into his eyes I could read in his look “Fuck me please, don’t let me go like this”. I was not able to say NO. So I did adter kiss him softly on his lips.

He was very unexperienced and pretty quick, he coming almost immediately when he put his dick inside me. I didn’t know what to do, my performance was pretty mediocre. I couldn’t even make him hard again. I kissed, licked, and sucked his dick but it didn’t work.

Ten minutes later, I was ridding him he was so ashamed and trying to make me come, he nearly did and as he couldn’t, he just made up an excuse to run away. Even though, all that happened he did pretty well – he was better than some of my former lovers. Hope his experience hasn’t been bad at all. Poor boy, he chose the worst teacher over the world to have his first experience.

Nevertheless, the best moment was when he was leaving and I said. ‘Thank you for giving me your virginity’ and he replied ‘thank you for taking it’. Then he kissed my forehead and left. I am pretty sure I won’t see him anymore. but I won't forget him

The lesson: At the end, women and men are exactly the same; we just look for satisfying our needs: love, comprehension, company, and acceptation. We shake when we are scared and sweat when we are nervous, and also run away when we don’t know what to do, or when we think things don’t have any sense. The only real difference is men have a hard cock and women a pussy wet...

A month away

Oh my God! I can believe that, I was one month away from my blog and even from internet. During this time destiny has made a very good job keeping me very busy: Three assignments, a whole month working from sunday to sunday, and now a illness.... Yes!! I just caught a flu which finalised in a respiratory infection - now my new hobby is taking antibiotics.
Now, I have another duties to do.... Study for my final exams, find a new house, find new job - because I have lost one- and meet in person three boys I have met online to see if there is chemistry whit one of them and maybe start to date him- and of course keep myself posting in my blog...!!!

The lesson: Even though time is flying by and life became a race against time, it is just necesary take a minute to breath deeply and think about whart's better... RUN or WALK. Life is a path and it is just decision take seriously velocity.

Dating on line...

Apart from have too much to do last week, I also had few emails from Morgan. Remember him? The only man who I have spent a whole night with during my life. So, after publish my post about that night, we have been on touch again. We have sent nearly one email to each other every day. (I have to confess that the sensation of check my email and find someone’s note asking about how I am makes me feel myself very important).

As we became tired of writing emails and share pictures, finally we arranged an online date. That date was this morning. And same to the night we were together I couldn’t sleep, but that time I was quite anxious and excited and alone on bed. It has been long time no see each other, how would it be?? It was the only question I had on mind.
Finally I got up very early and went to take a shower. At 9 a.m. Australian time I receipt an email on my mobile

- Hi! I am online right now. And you?

- I will be in 5 minutes. - It was my answer.

Ten minutes later Morgan and I were having a funny and entertained conversation and we talked for about 40 minutes. We saw each other and complimented on each other shape. We both have lost weigh, and frankly we both look gorgeous. I could see his stomach and it looks like a six-pack, what is a bonus in a 47-year-old man's body. He looks very nice better than I remembered him.
Anyway, the situation was simply delicious and plenty of fun. I found the experience very particular and out of logic. Generally, you start to email to someone, then you meet him and finally and if there is chemistry you fuck with him, but in this case, I met him, he fuck me and now we are emailing each other and having dates on line...

Our first date was successful, I liked it and he too. We are meeting again in a couple of days. The problem is that Australia is 9 hours ahead from England.

The lesson: Why stories haves to be the same? Why does they have to follow a patron? Definitely every fact in my life is unique and unrepeatable, two ingredients I use to sweet life. This is my recipe. What about yours??