Oh my God! I can believe that, I was one month away from my blog and even from internet. During this time destiny has made a very good job keeping me very busy: Three assignments, a whole month working from sunday to sunday, and now a illness.... Yes!! I just caught a flu which finalised in a respiratory infection - now my new hobby is taking antibiotics.
Now, I have another duties to do.... Study for my final exams, find a new house, find new job - because I have lost one- and meet in person three boys I have met online to see if there is chemistry whit one of them and maybe start to date him- and of course keep myself posting in my blog...!!!
The lesson: Even though time is flying by and life became a race against time, it is just necesary take a minute to breath deeply and think about whart's better... RUN or WALK. Life is a path and it is just decision take seriously velocity.
Saturday, September 26, 2009
Tuesday, September 1, 2009
Dating on line...
Apart from have too much to do last week, I also had few emails from Morgan. Remember him? The only man who I have spent a whole night with during my life. So, after publish my post about that night, we have been on touch again. We have sent nearly one email to each other every day. (I have to confess that the sensation of check my email and find someone’s note asking about how I am makes me feel myself very important).
As we became tired of writing emails and share pictures, finally we arranged an online date. That date was this morning. And same to the night we were together I couldn’t sleep, but that time I was quite anxious and excited and alone on bed. It has been long time no see each other, how would it be?? It was the only question I had on mind.
Finally I got up very early and went to take a shower. At 9 a.m. Australian time I receipt an email on my mobile
- Hi! I am online right now. And you?
- I will be in 5 minutes. - It was my answer.
Ten minutes later Morgan and I were having a funny and entertained conversation and we talked for about 40 minutes. We saw each other and complimented on each other shape. We both have lost weigh, and frankly we both look gorgeous. I could see his stomach and it looks like a six-pack, what is a bonus in a 47-year-old man's body. He looks very nice better than I remembered him.
Anyway, the situation was simply delicious and plenty of fun. I found the experience very particular and out of logic. Generally, you start to email to someone, then you meet him and finally and if there is chemistry you fuck with him, but in this case, I met him, he fuck me and now we are emailing each other and having dates on line...
Our first date was successful, I liked it and he too. We are meeting again in a couple of days. The problem is that Australia is 9 hours ahead from England.
The lesson: Why stories haves to be the same? Why does they have to follow a patron? Definitely every fact in my life is unique and unrepeatable, two ingredients I use to sweet life. This is my recipe. What about yours??
As we became tired of writing emails and share pictures, finally we arranged an online date. That date was this morning. And same to the night we were together I couldn’t sleep, but that time I was quite anxious and excited and alone on bed. It has been long time no see each other, how would it be?? It was the only question I had on mind.
Finally I got up very early and went to take a shower. At 9 a.m. Australian time I receipt an email on my mobile
- Hi! I am online right now. And you?
- I will be in 5 minutes. - It was my answer.
Ten minutes later Morgan and I were having a funny and entertained conversation and we talked for about 40 minutes. We saw each other and complimented on each other shape. We both have lost weigh, and frankly we both look gorgeous. I could see his stomach and it looks like a six-pack, what is a bonus in a 47-year-old man's body. He looks very nice better than I remembered him.
Anyway, the situation was simply delicious and plenty of fun. I found the experience very particular and out of logic. Generally, you start to email to someone, then you meet him and finally and if there is chemistry you fuck with him, but in this case, I met him, he fuck me and now we are emailing each other and having dates on line...
Our first date was successful, I liked it and he too. We are meeting again in a couple of days. The problem is that Australia is 9 hours ahead from England.
The lesson: Why stories haves to be the same? Why does they have to follow a patron? Definitely every fact in my life is unique and unrepeatable, two ingredients I use to sweet life. This is my recipe. What about yours??
Monday, August 31, 2009
Back to Uni...!!
For four consecutive nights during this week I have slept just a few hours – 4 to be more exact; finally and after too much suffering I could finish my first assignment and also remembered how it was my former life as a university student.
What days!!! As I worked during day time 48 hours a week I had to take classes at evening time . Yes!! That was I did for 7 years and more... I wonder how I did to don’t die. If now I go to university three days a week and sometimes I feel I am dying. Talking frankly I was 10 or more years younger than now and even though my job required more responsibility than the job I have now, I also had more fun.
How forget it!! That time it was also the time I was dating Tuti, my first lover.... Hummmm!! I feel myself nostalgic thinking back and bringing to memory all the things I had to do to meet him – that relationship it was really an adventure- and how fast my heart beat each time I saw him. I was a child (just 20 years old) and became a woman on his bed.
Oh my God!! I am going from stupid to ridiculous. My dear reader, please forgive me for that, but keepsakes are taking place on mind as I am writing down my ideas - It would not be fair if I don’t allow myself to express my own feelings- don’t you think so?
Nevertheless, at that time I had a better job, more money, more friends, more fun and a lover (to call him in some way) things I don’t have right now but instead of them I have freedom. Yeah!! Freedom to meet whoever I want or to go wherever I want or to decide whether I stay at home or go to the church. Yeah!! I have no ties to choose what I want to do. So, I try to enjoy today and just now with the things I can get.
And as each day brings its own gift, perhaps one day in future I will have memories about today and I am going to say.
- Oh! What days!! In which I could drink a cool beer or eat a big piece of chocolate cake without any problem.
The lesson: time never goes back. Past is like a collection of movies – some bad some nice - you have and can play at any time, just take a minute, think back and enjoy them. And remember, people don’t live on movies.
What days!!! As I worked during day time 48 hours a week I had to take classes at evening time . Yes!! That was I did for 7 years and more... I wonder how I did to don’t die. If now I go to university three days a week and sometimes I feel I am dying. Talking frankly I was 10 or more years younger than now and even though my job required more responsibility than the job I have now, I also had more fun.
How forget it!! That time it was also the time I was dating Tuti, my first lover.... Hummmm!! I feel myself nostalgic thinking back and bringing to memory all the things I had to do to meet him – that relationship it was really an adventure- and how fast my heart beat each time I saw him. I was a child (just 20 years old) and became a woman on his bed.
Oh my God!! I am going from stupid to ridiculous. My dear reader, please forgive me for that, but keepsakes are taking place on mind as I am writing down my ideas - It would not be fair if I don’t allow myself to express my own feelings- don’t you think so?
Nevertheless, at that time I had a better job, more money, more friends, more fun and a lover (to call him in some way) things I don’t have right now but instead of them I have freedom. Yeah!! Freedom to meet whoever I want or to go wherever I want or to decide whether I stay at home or go to the church. Yeah!! I have no ties to choose what I want to do. So, I try to enjoy today and just now with the things I can get.
And as each day brings its own gift, perhaps one day in future I will have memories about today and I am going to say.
- Oh! What days!! In which I could drink a cool beer or eat a big piece of chocolate cake without any problem.
The lesson: time never goes back. Past is like a collection of movies – some bad some nice - you have and can play at any time, just take a minute, think back and enjoy them. And remember, people don’t live on movies.
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